Male magnified gaze |
Sometimes I get the feeling that I am being looked at through a magnifying glass. A giant convex lens with a thick black frame, and peeping from behind it, many curious, hungry eyes.
As a woman walking on the streets I feel threatened. At restaurants, because I eat alone, I feel the male gaze. At bus stops, the wolf-whistles grows louder. I react. Sometimes with a stern look, a lifted finger, a curt word.
More often I react through defiance. This once, through poetry.
i have breasts
but i will not apologise
not to you, who on the streets, think it fair to guess sizes
loud
not to you, who on the bus, fix greedy eyes on my perky twins
not to you, concerned friend, subtle hints won't work with me
i have breasts but i won’t gift wrap
first a dupatta and then a shielding bag
nor will i, head meekly down, shrink into self
nor will i, head meekly down, shrink into self
or curb my curious wandering eyes
you teach me young to disown my body
to hide ashamed beneath shapeless layers
i for one want to flaunt it all
hour-glass, apple, banana or pear
what then, if i have 'em breasts
to hide ashamed beneath shapeless layers
i for one want to flaunt it all
hour-glass, apple, banana or pear
what then, if i have 'em breasts
they ain't no reason to apologise
No comments:
Post a Comment